she feels.

She feels insecured. She likes him but no choice to let him go. she doest not play with his heart. If only the guy knows what a girl wants , she will be happy to be with him because they still love each other. Relationship is complicated. D asked me to get a bf. I said I dont want. I want to focus on career first. I have no interest and passion about love. I have no time to care about someone's feelings. I have no time to sacrifice for the other person. I will be very busy when I start working. Thinking about it , I also scared to die alone as age is catching up , the pressure of getting married will come. I automatically will avoid all the chances I have . I have this automatically " no" reaction. Maybe I 'm just not ready.